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2008年1月27日 星期日

back in penang

tml the new sem will start and i juz got back in penang this afternoon.
the weather is reli reli hot here.
today was lucky bcoz got a bus from ayer tawar to penang. i reli had a deep sleep in the bus...haha....when i reach my place, don reli feel tired like usual.

once i reached, i oso dint sleep straight away but start to cleaning up my room. it is kinda dusty after left empty for 3weeks. did quite alot of thgs today like, wash the fan, mat, cloth,then wipe up the dust on my comp table, swept and mopped the floor.

juz finish my dinner. juz have sume milo n biscuit bcoz lazy to go out.
hehe..now wanna get sum entertainment and rest...

2008年1月15日 星期二

happy birthday

today is my 22 years old birthday....

don reli feeling like wanna celebrate...
reason?
no reason, juz don feeling like don wanna celebrate.

my family used to celebrate birthday based on lunar calendar, which my birthday this year fall on last sunday. Mum bought a birthday cake for me n this is enuf for me ady. but on that day, my elder sis was too tired n not in good mood. i know she was very tension recently because of the workload n her diabolo team stuff. i don blame her, juz a bit dissapointed. haha...hope she don see this...

besides that, i went out with kengming and pn.ong yesterday nite, actually this is good enuf ady.
thx pn.ong, thx kengming.

i don like to have big party on my birthday, i prefer to gather n chit-chat with frens...
but most of my best frens is not around on my birthday.

but sum of them did called n wish me happy birthday.
thx guys.

receive a lot of sms from frens too....thx again..

haha... this is the 1st time i use english in my blog.
reason?
this is because shihlin say she couldnt understand wat i had wrote..

actually i setup this blog for my frens, so i think i should use the language that they can understand...i hope even we don keep contact always, but through my blog, i can share my feeling n stuff with them.

Frenz 4eva!!!

2008年1月4日 星期五

倒数十二小时……

明天即将是这学期最后一张paper的,也是最难的一科。
第一次读书读到放声大哭,第一次失眠到最严重的地步,第一次考试一直想家,第一次考试一直想吐,等等……

不过哭过后的心情真的好多了,雨后晴天不知能不能用在这里。我承认我很爱哭,甚至有时候觉得能哭出来真的很好,因为不会一直压抑着。

压力真的真的很大,明天过后就可以解脱了……

付出了很多,只是希望能过关而已,根本不敢奢求会考好,因为对我来说真的太难了。

最后十二小时加油了!

2008年1月2日 星期三

人衰行路打倒退

“人衰行路打倒退”
真是很適合形容我現在的情況……
壞消息一波接一波……

在大約一個月前突然被通知我們的Course sturcture改成2+2,也就是說兩年在檳城,兩年在MMU Cyberjaya……而且下學期就是我在Disted College的最后的日子了……會很想念這里的講師、學院、室友等等。在知道這消息的那一剎那,眼淚都快飆出來了,因為在檳城經歷過很多東西,在一切慢慢上軌道的時候,突然被逼要離開。在一番掙扎后決定離開KL,來檳城讀書,從不適應,到喜歡這個地方,現在又好像回到了原點……

再慢慢接受這個事情后,今天又得知一個壞消息……
也不能說是壞消息,因為是我的hsemate有了自己的家,應該替她開心的,她買了一間新的房子,大概一兩個月后會搬進去。可是她是我們的二房東,她不租了,我們該怎么辦呢?要找新的地方租嗎?可是我只會在檳城大概半年而已,再加上搬家麻煩,要從新適應新的人、事、物更麻煩。

再打電話給媽媽商量這件事的時候,在聽到媽媽的聲音就忍不住哭了……因為前幾天的考試,加上這幾天的壓力和今天壞消息,在本來就很脆弱的情況下,在電話接通的時候就崩潰了。
在短短的一個月內,就在媽媽媽媽面前哭了兩次。
感覺自己怎么那么沒用,一點點事情就哭。
都是在哭過后覺得,這件事一點都不值得哭,小事一樁。

所以一切的問題,都不是問題了……